yeaaah boy

these girls have EVERYTHING i want.

i want a fucking boy friend..
why does it seem like im always just dreaming, and none of my dreams ever turn into reality..
its not fair.. lifes not fair

I HATE EVERYTHING
i hate my life
i hate me
ahhhhhhhh why am i feeling so frekain shit all the time.
i just want to curl up and sleep until im thin and happy..

tiny cup of cereal 
2 x cheese toast
veggie lasagne and salad
1/2 apple
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH GOOD ONE SKYE!
thats an effort and a half :D...................................

went out last night and got so drunk!
it was a pretty dero party and i drank like a lifes supply of calories!.. shit lol
theres this guy though and we have hooked up randomly twice.. he is SO HOT
anyway he came up to me last night and was like dude im so sorry for ignoring you all night (i was like whhhat are you talking about!)
and then we went to this chicks house and were hanging out and then he was like do you need to go home (cause my mum was being a bitch)
sooo he called me a cab and came with me and paid! and then he had no credit so he borrowed his mates phone and sent me two msgs before i wrote back one saying that he wanted to see me again!!!
ahh soo exciting..
im too fat for him though.. lifes shit right now..

I'm going to start posting EVERYTHING that i eat... so i look like a fat pig!
Tooooooooooooooooooday:
1. this stupid le snack thing (eww)
2.pear
3.2 anzac cookie (YEAAH good one skye.. pffttt)
and yeah not leaving any more space cause im NOT eating for the next 6 months haha i wish
going to burn some calories now?
500? mabye
xx

ahh i feel SO sick today.. mabye im getting a tummy bug or something..
but anyway its SHIT
im so bored still.. these holidays are going to suck so bad!!
although tommrow im having a driving lesson with dad and he is letting me drive his new BMW!! gosh imagine if i crashed it!!
hahaha
anyway comment me and we can chat!!!
cameraaaaaaa hoare :) i don't know whats on my cheeck? lol wierdo xxx

IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HUNGRY
zomgooooooooooooooooooooooood 
BUT YOU SEE THE THING IS I WANT TO LOOK LIKE THIS BELOW SO IT DOSN'T WORK!! i hate this.

Still bored so here is some more thinspo CUTIES

IM SO BORED! I HAVE WATCHED SOOO MANY MOVIES TODAY! 
I'm going to post some thinspo for everyone!!

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
im on holidays so it means being around food 24/7 and not having to exercise!! ahh so today 
FOOD:
3x oranges
1x apple
small can of tuna 
and a little bread :S [i WISH bread was never invented]
and i have worked off 300 cals so far but i want to do at least 500!
find out my exam results on friday!! wish me luck
xx

 Oh and this is my ULTIMATE summer thinspo!!! <<<<

Hi guys
dammit i had to have a small breakfast this morning cause im working 9 hours so i just had 1 weetbix and like a drop of lite milk so i figure ill easily work it off anyway!

hopefully some more people join today! i might post in in livejournal again this morning

hope you guys have an awesome day and remember to post and support each other!
xoxoxoxoxx

[some thinspo for today!]

Hi girls!
haha my journal has been kinda rejected!


some thinspo to inspire us for summer! haha



5 day comp!
on friday night or whatever we can post how much we lost and how we did it etc but keep posting throughout the week and keep everyone updated!

be strong and gooooooooodluck!!
lets make this a good week to remember
xoxoxoxoxx